Hi and welcome to PC!

Considering the feelings you are having, I think it's great you are experimenting some.

Yes, be careful, as you are, with a binder.

As you know, gender is fluid. Your feelings aren't "abnormal." Many people have similar feeling, yet tend to not talk/write about it. More and more, people are recognizing gender as non-binary.

Any chance you can see a therapist specializing in gender issues?
For instance, in my area, we have a Transgender Clinic, with specialized therapists/counselors.

Are you seeking T, as in testosterone? Or are you at the point of just starting to question?

I hope you find the resources and the support you are seeking!


WC