My mom died a year and a half ago. My grandma, grandpa and uncle passed before her and my other grandma and grandpa and an aunt and another uncle passed since. I am so over whelmed with grief I cant function in every day Life. I can barely hold down a job and ive lost several friends family and soon to be my fiancee all because they dont want to deal with me and my depression any more. Ive done in patient therapy out patient therapy. I'm currently on meds. I just started a new job that I'm already screwing up. I dont know what to do any more and I cant afford any more help. Please help...