I am very concerned about you, Blue.
There is no pdoc covering for either doc?
If the recently terminated doc is not available, I would contact the next pdoc and explain I need help now.
These damned drug companies and their "out of the ballpark" prices!
I hope you will give the new pdoc a call.
You really need your sleep, too, Blue, or this may just spiral.
Thinking of you!

WC