I feel horrible, I'm totally ungrounded. I am so tired of being me. My schedule is off a day this week, I have an extra day now until next week and I got the news of your impending vacation. I am not sure what is wrong with me, I want to be totally normal. The problem is, I'm not. I can't stop feeling this way (stressed) just because I want to. It feels like it's been awhile since I have had to deal with my attachment issues and I'm not looking forward to it.