So, After my elation of coming off the ariprazole (and irritability, argumentative twat that I was being, sorry) around 10 days later I started to come down and got very depressed. I’m now back on the ariprazole but at a lower dose, but still having suicidal thoughts, although I don’t feel depressed as such. I forgot how much I’m afraid of my depression but I’m also afraid of returning to a state of flat personality. I’m already feeling slightly slowed.