Thank you! I'm glad to find people who understand even though I'm sorry they have to go through it. I've been hospitalized inpatient twice first last June then again in July and they diagnosed me with bereavement, treatment resistant depression, and anxiety. I'm being treated for the depression and anxiety with my primary care doctor but everyone keeps telling me theres nothing they can do for bereavement. Its so diheartening. I tried going to a grief therapist but it is so expensive and without all those people around its just me and my fiancee in a new home we just purchased and I'm the only one working and its just part time because I cant handle any more than that. I just wish I had my mom.