I was thinking about you this morning. Thought I'd add a note about Adderall. My depression has been very treatment resistant for 35-40 years. Everyone is different. Just wanted to mention I am having some luck with Adderall. Adderall is not usually offered unless someone has ADD/ADHD or treatment-resistant depression. Adderall: amphetamine salts.
Just a thought I'd wanted to share with you.

Wild Coyote