Ive mentioned this before, idk if to you, but at one point in the early years with current t i asked him, when or how exactly am i supposed to change from somber depressed ruminating luna, to cheerful sunny happy face the world luna? While im waiting for the elevator? Riding down the 20 floors? Leaving the building? Before i get to the corner? I suppose i SHOULD be more present in my own mind but im not.

Then hes like, "oh do you have problems with transitions?" Im like, "idk, wtf are transitions? Oh wait, yes work bosses have complained about that." But basically i was like, if i am supposed to leave here smiling, then HE has to make that happen.

Now i feel pathetic about that - its NOT like i need the restaurant hostess to wave to me, bye! Have a good day! But geez you leave t in a state of mind, actually more than that - a state of being. Why shouldnt that be part of the session? He does NOT get to roll over and fall asleep until the WHOLE job is finished!

Just some thoughts.