Yea i had same issues. To this day i cant get over their nerve (or delusion)... selling something so obviously unnatural as a "model". And if you respond to it in odd or extreme fashion, they say aha you got issues. It's wildly manipulative in my opinion. It's like giving you a powerful drug, observing that you act differently, then suggesting it has little or nothing to do with the drug. I think many therapists are not right in the head and it only gets worse the more they play this game.