For those who have been following my thread I am two days IP. He has put me on Clorpixol (sp..) and Benztropine to manage side effects. It seems to be helping z bit. He is slowly reducing my Clonazepam too. Still feeling low and agitated at times after the meds wore off. Haven’t see my pdoc in two days. Hoping to see him now. He’s a great doc but terrible at managing his time so always runs late or doesn’t come at all when IP. I’m scared for no reason and get panicked. The hallucinations seem to has quietened down. Thanks fully. Yet I dtilll feel like in a very strange art film. No one or anything is real. Makes conversation difficult. My Mum and a Dad visit me every day. I am so thankful for that. I have few friends who would visit me and they don’t usually have the time. It gets lonely in here.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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