Dear T,

This is terrible. I did not think you would ever disappoint me like this. You're always so incredibly consistent, I've had no complaints about you at all, you've been an excellent T. And then you tell me you can do something for me, something incredibly important to me, something I've looked forward to for weeks, and then you just up and change your mind? Sure, you could do that -- then weeks later as the date approaches -- Nope sorry, suddenly not comfortable?

Did you literally use the phrases "blurring of boundaries" and "in light of our work together" in an email to me? In light of our work together? Are you f***ing kidding me? Did you even write the email yourself or is there like a "bad news to the client" AI program that wrote that for you?

I am trying so hard not to reply to you for a third time but my heart is pounding and you just keep saying absurd things -- you are clearly NOT giving me the actual reason why, you've already given me two different reasons. And I'm supposed to wait till next Wednesday to discuss it more with you when I have plans riding on your decision? Oh sure, just keep things in limbo for 6 more days?

I can't believe you!

~ml