Thank you all for your support. It means more than you know. This day, this week is dark--much darker than anyone knows. But knowing you are there helps me meet each second at a time. How do you say what cannot be said? How do you tell what lies deep within? How do you take another step when the one you take feels like quick sand?

My heart aches and my fear is great as I walk along this path. I reach out the only way I know how and that is through these words that I seem to type across this screen. Do they reach others--do others understand? I do not know. When you cannot really say what needs said, it makes it difficult for others to understand.

Please forgive me for the vagueness here. It is not meant to be. I just cannot find the words to tell. Each letter seems so hard to get to and reach. I fight to push each key because deep down I want someone to know where I am--yet, I cannot tell. But thank you for the thoughts and support each of you have given me. I truly mean that. Love to you all.

cami