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Like auras, what follows is worse. A flood of depression and anxiety. The time it takes for me to go from fairly relaxed and content to raging self-hatred is shockingly fast. It is so hard to explain but sometimes all it takes is catching a glimpse of a dark shadow walking towards me and I am a drooling mess.
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I completely understand this. I hate it. I can be laughing and relax, and I see and/or hear something, next thing I know I'm a wreck.
Having seizures get worse is a sucky trade from anxiety. Be careful with you meds, friend. I wish there was something you could do for your seizures. It doesn't help psychosis but have you tried pot for your seizures? That's what my friend does and it works for him. Granted, like I said, it doesn't really help with the psychosis.
And thanks, qwerty. I'm trying to hang in there. Who knows, maybe tomorrow it'll be a good day.