Thank you Rose76, you are right. It was never my idea to share everything. But things came up and questions accused to him and he said if I won't answer certain questions he will b e expecting the worst...
I can't change it anymore.

For now this is not about saving the relationship. I just don't know how to react and what to do... He was hospitalized yesterday. And since he is blaming me for this (I refuse to take this responsibility) it is really hard to know what to do.
Every text seems to wrong. I don't know.