I am sorry you are suffering.
This is a temporary "funk." It's not the end of anything and SZA has not won.
This is your currently depressed mood lying to you! Don't believe it!
Have you been in touch with your pdoc?
How is your daily schedule going? Can you keep up with it?
Please don't buy into the lies depression tells us.
You are an amazing person with phenomenal potential despite SZA. You have proven this over and over.
Please stay safe.
This will pass.

WC