who knows what triggers people these days so just to be safe from a ban, i'm labeling this one a trigger.
did you hear the sarcasm?
well, thats actually part of my problem!
i was doing ok (not great) on my earlier regimen of lamictal 400mg, klonopin 3mg, and seroquel 125mg, sometimes only need 75mg.
but i still felt unstable so i got on lithium. it worked ok for a few days, then i became homicidal and suicidal. i tried to buy a gun even. i was picking fights waiting for anyone to just say something to me so i could rush them, just so Raging manic or psychotic...
i stopped the lithium.

i feel better. i used to hear voices and have an alter ego but the seroquel took care of my delusions and hallucinations.

what the hell is going on with the lithium.
isnt there a saying that if lithium works its bipolar and if antipsychotics work it's schizophrenia?

am i just a multi diagnosis?

im not asking for professional advice and dont worry, i know all your replies and opinions will be taken with a grain of salt so please reply. tell me ANYTHING. i need some ideas here.

thank you