Sister, this is mind %#@&#! stuff! I know it happens to me a lot. I sometimes put my head in my hands crying and ask T if she is %#@&#! with my head???Her quite voice replys, no.

I then say, it feels like one minute your pulling me closer, the next your pushing me away. She replys, like your mother did?>

Sometimes it happens that I then begin to actually see her morth into my mother, and then back again into T. Thats when I know that particular transferrence is beginning to break down, not before its been felt and expressed.

I'm beginning to see better now when I am going into one of these stages, and yes when one looks back its almost like a work of art how our unconsious works.