I just don't see how anyone with a conscious mind could stand by and watch my housemates and I go downhill and just exist the way we did. I lived with schizophrenics and I believe I was labeled one, too (the Community Services Dr. never told me what he thought and never consulted with me but prescribed schizophrenic medication for me). I told him I wanted off of the medication and he told me No. I went to the halfway house after I had ECT and couldn't function anymore. I'll never have closure for this, I just have to live with it.