No idea. For all I know it could be October. I’m without one now and a lot of places have waiting lists. Some are 6 months. So who knows. I’m trying to just distract myself and focus on long term and short term goals, focus on the right now, take things one day at a time etc.

Off topic, but I do see my psych doctor next week. Maybe he will have some suggestions. I’ve been feeling pretty crappy lately. I don’t need him to give me anything new, and he will be very happy I don’t need a refill on my Ativan, perhaps he will raise my lamictal after he finds out I’m without a therapist or basically any support system Since I am also currently without a clinic and access to support.

On the outside I’m doing decent, on the inside I’m screaming.