Dear Dr. S,

Am I not emailing you simply because of wanting to punish you and how silly is that? I do believe there is something to this even if it is silly.

Am I not emailing you because of not wanting the pain of having you not respond again?

Am I not emailing you because I don't believe you care the way I want you to care. Your statement about not having time to respond and since you were going to be seeing me, you (I still don't remember exactly what you said here) indicated that you didn't worry about getting back to me. And while that makes perfect sense, I still feel like it is saying that I didn't matter enough to make sure you replied to let me know that you even read it; especially since the email was about something I wanted us to do in that session.

It's been almost 3 wks.

-me

PS - have you noticed that I am with holding stuff from you again?