Actually, you CAN get counseling through community mental health, local churches, local county services, etc. They charge very low fees. Additionally, I notice you're a college student - most colleges have counseling centers as well. Your husband many have an Employee Assistance Program too - they also provide counseling.

What it comes down to is this - if you want it, if you want the help, you'll find a way to get it. If you don't, you won't.

Consider - what a person might spend "partying" on a Friday night is equal to one hour on the couch. Just a thought.