My advice is the same as what has already been said. It’s good that you have hobbies and interests. I was forced to be alone , and although I went through much pain , psychologically and physically, I wound up starting to feel better about myself. I was starting to more forward. Then I got so lonely that I hooked back up with the person who abandoned me to begin with. I thought being with
this person, among other family members, would make me happy. Well unfortunately I feel like I made a big mistake and should have stayed alone.
I have to deal with the same ***** all over again. My expectations, as usual , are never met. I’m just tired. If your happy with yourself, then stay with yourself.
You can benefit from friendships, acquaintances, family, but then you also have to deal with all the negative bullsh*t that comes with along with it.