Hi Pluto, and welcome to PC!

I don't have delusions but olanzapine calmed me down quickly without the addicting properties of benzos. I'm off it because of physical side effects, though. Same with Geodon.

I also found that larger doses of Latuda caused restlessness, so I had to go with the lowest dose and take Artane to reduce the symptoms. I also take gabepentin and Vistaril to calm down.

All in all you can only do what you can do. It sounds like there are other things going on, though, and you need to bring them up with your therapist and/or psychiatrist.