It's weird; I know it is the medication working, but I almost feel like I don't have bipolar and can barely relate with a lot of threads. It has only been months since the last episode and I still have the possibly unrelated head fog.
Tomorrow makes 9 months sober and I haven't had cravings for the last 6 months or so. I don't post to the daily check in every day and I almost feel like I don't belong there either. I know better on that front also. I have made it longer than this a couple of times.
OTOH, I don't feel like I belong in most normal social situation either. I probably am isolating myself too much.
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|Up and down
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|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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