So I went to a Therapist yesterday. Everything went nuts for me though cause i thought i was fine and a few hours later I am completely screwed up and all of a sudden couldnt imagine doing anything with a women, all of a sudden etc. I work myself up and sometimes these things happen sometime ahh i know im straight i would never do that with a man i want no intimacy etc so therefore I must be straight. Then its my history- never been nor thought of being with a man, etc. Then, everything goes black and Im fine and then i strart freaking out and sometimes I do still watch porn to check and sometimes things go wrongly. Then they go right again and I dont know what to do or whats going on if this is anxiety or im just some kind of gay guy now or what? Im confused but what am i doing!!!

Pat

Pat