I look younger than I am (I still get ID’d at the movie theater for R movies- Im pretty sure I look older than 17 but I guess movie theaters think that is debatable).

In some ways I act older than I am. In some ways younger. Im probably more self aware than the majority of individuals my age. I am less petty or spiteful or just- less into emotional ‘game playing’ that a lot of women my age like to do. But also, I feel like I am behind socially. A lot of the experiences others might have had- have been delayed for me. It took me longer to have my first intimate experience than others usually have it- and well,sometimes I feel like because of my conditions Ive missed out on more than I am even aware of- am stunted in ways that havent been shown yet.

So. In some ways I think Im more mature, in some ways less