Mar 25, 2018 at 01:23 PM
just realized hubby will be gone 8 days!!!!
sigh
I could be really disciplined and lose 2 pounds like try a fast and intermitant fasting. Maybe just try one meal a day.
I don't know That sounds more reasonable and doable than a complete fast..
This also falls after easter. I gave up alcohol for lent but could try for longer.... like a dry march. Well actually april 1st is easter and that would be a dry march!
My husbands best friend gave up alcohol for lent too. He does this every year to prove to himself that he is not an alcoholic. I know that I am an alcoholic/binge drinker. He has invited me over for an easter party. If I go I will take an uber there and back from my house.
I may decline but I don't know at this point. Being sober feels pretty good. Like I said, jeff is gone so I could really keep up with a healthy week if I try. I am giving myself permission either way. I have not said yes to his invite. He really wants me to come.
He will get s@#it faced.
Do I really want to watch that? Who else will be there? I should ask him. Perhaps that will help me make a decision. I can't see drinking by myself. What is the fun in that?
I am more of a social drinker, but have social anxiety. I usually drink to deal with the anxiety.
But I definitely have gone to bars by myself to drink.
sigh
I have time to decide.
Jeff gets home the thursday after easter at 11pm.
bizi
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