<font color="green">I started using a straight pin just enough to see a drop or two of blood. Also did a lot of picking at scabs, just about anything to see a bit of blood and feel a release. Once I was in therapy I sort of progressed to some actual cutting. Perhaps cos I felt I had my T to keep me safe from doing too much. It seems like an addiction, the more you do the more you have to do to get the same effect. I started using a straight pin just enough to see a drop or two of blood. Also did a lot of picking at scabs, just about anything to see a bit of blood and feel a release. Once I was in therapy I sort of progressed to some actual cutting. Perhaps cos I felt I had my T to keep me safe from doing too much. It seems like an addiction, the more you do the more you have to do to get the same effect. </font>
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Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
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