Hi T: I am writing the dream I had last night, because I am sureeee you will find much therapeutic value in it. I was in college, and apparently something bad had happened so my friends basically made me go to the college counseling center. I had gone a few times, but felt very "meh" about it, basically because i wasn't feeling much of anything.
Then one day, my body basically just collapse out of pure exhaustion. This went on for days. I would try to get up, but would fall over and just go to sleep. I missed my usual therapy session because i couldn't walk or stand for more than 5 seconds. My friends were getting really worried. It was just profound exhaustion. My T came to the house, and was trying to figure out what was going on. Whenever I would try to get up and walk, I would collapse. I was starting to freak out that I would never improve, and at one point was curled up near a couch and trying to go under it and was seriously hyperventilating.
the T curled down next to me and kept her hand on my back, calming me until my breathing slowed down to normal, and I was sort of awake for this and realized that I was hyperventilating in my sleep and calmed down exactly like in the dream.
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