Thank-you guys. I made it through the night.

I can't hold an ice cube because I'll get all wet.

key tones- I'll have to watch those video's later
I have to volunteer tomorrow. I'm just now have to shower today. I know I just have to wait but... It's so hard. I have to wait until june to ask. Today doesn't seem as urgent at least not yet, when it's night I get worse.