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Old Mar 25, 2018, 07:22 PM
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I just spent two days doing nothing. Absolutely nothing. Now, to be honest, going into this weekend I had a good inkling that this would be how I spent it. So I'm not surprised. But I hate spending weekends or any time like this. It's such a waste. And then I judge myself for it.

I wish I could stop judging myself for where I am right now.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...