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Originally Posted by seesaw
I just spent two days doing nothing. Absolutely nothing. Now, to be honest, going into this weekend I had a good inkling that this would be how I spent it. So I'm not surprised. But I hate spending weekends or any time like this. It's such a waste. And then I judge myself for it.
I wish I could stop judging myself for where I am right now.
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Yes, I too wish that you could stop judging yourself.
May be you needed this well deserved break after long months of hard work? And, why, after working as much as you did, spending two days doing nothing is perceived as a waste of time?
Did you do nothing because your mood went down south and you were too depressed to do anything? OR your body and mind were too tired to focus on anything else and you needed to honor their needs?
I guess what I am trying to say is that I don't know the internal struggle, chaos or reasoning that lead you to spend the weekend doing nothing. That might help me understand the situation better.