i have definitely crawled into a shell. I think I am worse now than when i first wrote my initial statements. I have never encountered anything like this. To say this is debilitating is an understatement. I am going to lose it all soon. I have already lost my family friends and social life my job my home much of my health i just have no will to keep fighting, every breath is labored and every action is a burden. My pschy doc just tells me that i have to come out of this and then ups my medication. The medication is not helping. I really don't know what to do.