I will be home from my vacation at Disney World tomorrow. I have missed everyone here! Of course, I've also made it a week without T. WOW. It's been really relaxing and enjoyable for the most part. BUT there were a few exceptions.

Here's my problem - my husband checks out other girls when we are walking through the parks, etc. Yes, I know the "look but don't touch" theory. However, he does it continuously and it drives me crazy. Last year when we were here, he did the same thing (and years before). I've told him how much it hurts me, that it makes me feel like an idiot. He does it excessively, obsessively. I'm obsessed with him doing it, so I constantly scan the environment to see who he's checking out. I know some of it is my obsessiveness, believe me. However, some of it is his obsessiveness. Last night, I was so angry at him. A few times the targeted girl held his stare until she passed him. Ughhhhh. He's admitted to doing this. He knows he does it obsessively. This should make me feel better, but it doesn't. I feel so f*&(ing worthless, like I'm nothing. It totally triggers my storage of intense emotions. I've already emailed T about this and will talk to him on Tuesday. My husband is wonderful, always supportive, he cooks, he cleans and is the best father. So, I don't want to paint a picture of a horrible man because this is not the case. I know some of it is my past issues of feeling worthless being triggered. Does anyone else have this problem?