i would like to know what it is about that person that automatically puts me in another mode - another state all together ... have no idea wht it is but omg i cant be around her. .it is so intense.
i avoid that person as much as i can - it is that i picked up the phone and there she was - and away i went.
i think it is more productive in therapy if i can hear and understand her .. other wise.. just feels like a waste..for me .. may not be for my t cuz she can see what it does to me.