i know completely where you are coming from. i hate going to dept stores for this reason. i hate going to mother in laws for this reason. the only way they know how to communicate there is to scream & yell. its good your husband is supportive. i have 3 & half month old i get agitated with very easily cuz shes at that stage where she doesnt want to be on her back but she cant sit up & its the constant bouncing on the knee thing. im not complaining it just gets frustrating cuz i also have a hyper dog in house & husband can get a bit high strung. for the past couple of days ive turned off the tv & surround sound cuz the sounds were just getting to me & i wanted quiet. this morning i had a doc appt & it was one of those get myself ready get baby ready (thankfully my precious baby stayed asleep during all this) get dog & cats taken care of tote bottles diaper bag swing & bouncy seat over to mother in laws go cash check & get money to husband. by the time i got to doc appt when they took my blood pressure it was high. after i sat in that room for awhile i guess i crashed cuz i got so sleepy. just very low stress tolerance.
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