I’ve been taking a new med for a while now and I feel worse.

(I’m not allergic to this one so far. This is a first..)

I’m scared. I’m also realising some other stuff about myself.. including maybe the psychologist who labelled me with “avoidant pd” was right.

I don’t remember half the stuff I said to this person. But I remember his anger and dislike of me . And his “critical” words. Stuck on replay with other words to “describe me” Maybe I “deserved” his anger. I know, I wish I could get him out of my head

I wish I could be a “good person” and not a piece of ****.

I’m like a premature baby, whining endlessly and so much more