I am sorry that you are feeling this way. It hurts me to read your words. You are a good person. I know that just from seeing the sheer volume of hugs you give on here. The way you light people up with your bear pictures.

Please know that you are valued and cared about here. That you have made me smile when I felt down. That it's never whining when you post. This is a place of support and that's what you will get.

Big hugs.