for the first time ever, I actually got to go on the swings

I felt really sad though... wishing I had been allowed to do it years ago- and my parents took me to the swings

then I saw a mother with her baby boy laughing and playing with him and having fun.. and it really came home to me- how I wish my mother was like that, but how my mother didn't even laugh

and I had to leave

but I spent a good hour at the park so it wasn't a wasted visit, and i'd go again