thanks for the text back, T. what is wrong with me? why do I H-A-T-E the idea of how I am today is just because I was born so premature,and way back when where I wasn't held for over a month? Cry me a river! I don't care about that. It doesn't feel real to me.

I don't know what to think or feel. I guess I have 2 weeks to figure that out.