thank you

He doesn't schedule his own appointments. It's an office with multiple therapists and psychiatrists and there's a secretary who manages scheduling.

I had to call in anyway to request an Adderall prescription from my pdoc who also works there, and I asked the secretary if my therapist had any openings before Friday and he actually had an opening at 6pm today. I did a lot of crying but I think I feel better now. I talked to him about my fears about trusting him and of him rejecting me once he sees who I really am and he handled them well. He also walked me through dealing with the email/situation that was a large part of my anxiety.
We didn't really discuss the fact that it wasn't my usual day and he didn't really express an opinion about it.