Finally saw him and he denied the urgent messages they left him. He did apologise but it dent seem sincere, just arrogance. He dropped meds that might be causing the dirstres call my T to see the has anyideas. I said to call back when he is left an emergency. I told him I was close to suicde to he said I should go to locked ward so I said that would nit even a possibility if he hadn't screwed me over in the first place. He is supposedly coming this afternoon to check on me. I just hope he doesnt section me under mental health act.

Sorry about the typing. I am very drugged/