well at least i realize that smoking cannabis is not going to solve any problem. I am still getting these pangs in the morning mostly stressing out about my son's issues or worrying that my lung cancer will return or that the remaining ggo nodules in my lungs will grow. I am only existing. My depression is not as bad as it was when I was using cannabis. It is either that or the wellbutrin has helped a bit or I'm just at a different point in my bipolar cycle.