I know how smart you are...it’s just going to be a matter of motivation right? I saw some video once....basically said motivation is garbage, its never there when you need it. The thing is habit will be there for you. If you get in the habit of going every day there is class no matter what, even if you don’t feel like it, that will get you through. Habit doesn’t require conscious thought, you just do what needs to be done. That’s what dragged me in to work like the last six years it wasn’t matter of wanting to do it it, it’s just what I did everyday.