well todays update: my doc is still pissed at me for his negligence. Sigh ... Yet today I woke up on top of the world. I feel fantastic and motivated. See my T today. drugs are kicking in so my typing is a mission. I will let you all know what my T has to day. When I spoke to him Monday he was very angry at how I have been treated. Can't wait to offload on someone I trust totally and who has the credentials to help me.