And it's weird because I have shipped larger orders before without worry, and I'm also in a position where I know I have a job unless the company goes under so there is no logical reason for me to be so concerned. Yet, the obsessive thoughts ruined my weekend and are only now starting to ease up a bit.
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BP2, PTSD, BPD
“Learning to let go should be learned before learning to get. Life should be touched, not strangled. You’ve got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others move forward with it.”
― Ray Bradbury
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