(((((( Cyran0 )))))))

I know the feeling.....wanting the old "fun" back. I've been shredding papers that I've horded since 2004. Why I kept all that, I don't know. Bank statements, debit card receipts......bars, liquor stores, bars, liquor stores. Places I don't remember ever going, but at the time I thought it was fun.

I look at my life now. Its Friday night and I'm in my pj's on the couch. Not getting all pretty-fied to go to the bar and take home a random guy......

I'll wake up tomorrow refreshed on a Saturday morning, not hungover. I'll probably come here, do some chores. Bf wil do some homework. Sunday I'll do laundry and watch the Game and remember all the commercials.

I'll be alive. And so will you. The old days were fun at the time but we were dying inside. Now we're normal, and grabbing our dreams, and remembering every minute of it.

Thank you for sharing. Thats how we get to keep this normal life we live.