Got myself into something and am not sure what it is :\ Here's the story:
I promised myself to not go on dating websites again, but some time in January, in the middle of binge eating episode, I [impulsively] created a profile. After the episode, I picked myself up and came back to recovery but decided to keep the profile, 'just to look at people'.

Soon enough, I started talking with a girl from another country - which happened to be close to a country I am moving to at the end of this month! We chatted and skyped next day; it was obvious there is a spark & connection; it feels like talking to an old friend + attraction. We have been texting every day since the end of January and also skyping 2-3 times a week.

I keep having very mixed feelings, however because I expected to meet someone in a country I move to and now I got myself in this long-distance thing. I do have feelings for this person, but also have thoughts like 'maybe there's someone better for me out there'. She is very clear about what she wants and both of us would like to meet up; however there is no set date yet. She is looking for opportunities in a country I am moving to (*she planned to leave her country before we started talking #BadEconomy #lackofjobs), but no guarantees.
I am scared I might be 'wasting my time' on someone I may never actually meet; and not notice people who will actually be around in the same location [when I move]. I am afraid I'm turning to her just because there is no one else available right now; at the same time I am sure I enjoy talking to her and am definitely attracted on few levels: she has few qualities, interests and Values that are very important to me, and it feels like we are on the same page - although I do see our differences, too. I also feel very comfortable talking to her. I can be myself and she truly brings my spirits up in difficult *mental* moments, I feel heard and listened to.

On some days, i truly feel it might be 'my person', on others I'm all over the place. (that's the case with my emotions and feelings in general!) And when I feel like 'no, that's not my person and I need to stop this connection', I am not sure whether that's intuition, a gut feeling or just an emotional weather )

...advice, anyone?..