I slept through my pdoc appointment today. Such an idiot. I woke up to her texting me: are you okay? Yes I'm okay, I'm just a total idiot who couldn't catch the damn bus.

I feel very low. I cried again at school today. Such a loser.

There's no point to this post. I'm deeply depressed and sedated from my meds so much so that I slept through my doc appointment. There is no hope for me and I should just give up.