I'm so tired of this nightmare I live in day after day. The desire to keep going is getting chipped away little by little everyday. I have no friends because of social anxiety, I come across as strange to most people. I see people living their lives around me and just want a piece of that desire buts its not in me. I don't believe things will ever get better, I can't stand the idea of living this way for God knows how long. I want to scream someone help me and make this pain go away.